Sunday, September 7, 2008

Shit or get off the pot.

So the past couple of days have sucked hardcore. For the past week or so, my car has been acting up a little. When I would get to around 50 or 55 miles an hour, my car would start to buck or hesitate. Yesterday, my car decided that it just really did not want to accelerate at all. I dropped my Bessie off at my mechanic, and talked to him a little bit about what was going on. The fact that the first words out of his mouth were "Fuuuuck," gave me the impression that this was not a good thing. Apparently, he thinks it could be the transmission, which would mean that I might as well just get a new car. I haven't heard anything as to whether or not it actually is the transmission, and this is what is continuing to freak me out.

One of my dad's friend sent us to the place that he recently bought his car, so I was checking out the website today, and there are actually a few options that I might be able to afford. Two Chevy Aveos, a Ford Focus...all in my price range. I'm thinking that this may be a sign that I'm supposed to make this rather big decision now. The best decisions I've made have been ones I've made on the fly, or ones that I've been forced to make. Even if it's not the transmission in my car, how long is my poor Bessie going to last after I fix her this time? I might not have this opportunity again for quite some time. Perhaps this is my time to shit or get off the proverbial pot?

Not everything has been bad. I have important people in my life who love me and care for me and support me and that is amazing. I got to have a conversation with my best friend last night, and something good happened to her after that. I am almost positive that today will be a better day.

2 comments:

quickchekgrl said...

I just wrote a comment but it was incomplete.
I just bought a chevy aveo and had owned a ford focus, as you know. both are swell cars. I like the aveo more, but that might just be because the new car infatuation has yet to wear off.
also, I was scared to buy my own car, but the payments are quite affordable.

Girl for a New World said...

Haha, I got so excited that I had TWO comments. And then I saw that one had been deleted. But then I read yours and I was ok with that. I'm hella scared, but I think it might be time to cowboy up and be a grown-up, no, haha?